Love Love Love

          Nowdays i don't really what happening between me and him.. But the thing i know is jus that he doesnt love me that much alr. I doesnt know why just i felt that way. Especially after he worked at his new cousin lounge. I was like ==!!!... I dont why i just feel so scare he will betray or some stuff look like that to me. Izit because i too love him or i dont?? My Imagination was too over GREAT till almost every fucking night i dream the same damn thing.. Ogosh!! Can anyone just slap me?? Sometimes i felt so lonely. Every guy just the same. Whenever they are still chasing u, they were like "O,ok".. okokokok... always messaging u wondering what u doing... but whenever they grab u, they just like dont even mind u going to hell.. WTF?? I just feel my boy doesn't really care bout me. He just dun mind i getting pain or sad or anything. He don't know how to express his feeling or he really take me seriously. I doesnt wanna talk bout the past. Being single izit the right way for me and him?? haiz.. i don wan to talk bout breaking up everytime we face a problem. but for him, it not a problem bcoz he dun care... haiz..

Imperfection of Love

            I'm home, i mean my boy home. He just left me and go to KL just to fetch his friend to Bangsar. KL to Bangsar just so damn near. Do he need to go Kl from ipoh just to fetch his friend to Bangsar. WTF~ I strongly believe if I'm the one who ask him to do so, he would never say YES. He told me his friend from sabah back to ipoh and is a girl. The first person remind me is his EX, the only one that he willing to do everything. He asked me do u wanna go.. But i worry bout you cuz tomorrow u still need to go school and all the excuse excuse excuse~~ i hate you.. I just feel like giving up. I only can feel u love ur ex more den me even now.. Whenever i hug u, u nvr reply my hug. I just dont dare to cry infront of you. What should i said when u ask me WHY u cry. I only dare to cry silently whenever u slept beside me. I just feel like giving up.