Sunday, August 21, 2011

Love Love Love

          Nowdays i don't really what happening between me and him.. But the thing i know is jus that he doesnt love me that much alr. I doesnt know why just i felt that way. Especially after he worked at his new cousin lounge. I was like ==!!!... I dont why i just feel so scare he will betray or some stuff look like that to me. Izit because i too love him or i dont?? My Imagination was too over GREAT till almost every fucking night i dream the same damn thing.. Ogosh!! Can anyone just slap me?? Sometimes i felt so lonely. Every guy just the same. Whenever they are still chasing u, they were like "O,ok".. okokokok... always messaging u wondering what u doing... but whenever they grab u, they just like dont even mind u going to hell.. WTF?? I just feel my boy doesn't really care bout me. He just dun mind i getting pain or sad or anything. He don't know how to express his feeling or he really take me seriously. I doesnt wanna talk bout the past. Being single izit the right way for me and him?? haiz.. i don wan to talk bout breaking up everytime we face a problem. but for him, it not a problem bcoz he dun care... haiz..

1 comment:

  1. In life it's always u me, u me, u me... well for ur case it all any sitting together n talk maturely. It's not abt how u how he. It's abt what u all can come up wit. Are u all still in for it. Express urself on how u feel abt him recently. Ask him to tell he feels abt u.
    One thing I wanna say here is during the time u knew him he's ady in that industry now wads d diff. So was I suggest u to do is to talk wit out getting into an argument as I know u r prone to argument everytime. So just control n talk nicely.

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